Wondering on Idol Concept
It's just yesterday when my best friend hysterically talking about the expensive ticket to Jamie Cullum up coming concert. She is a total fan of Jamie Cullum and Michael Schumaker. She can crying all night long to accepting MS retired, for she already preparing the budget to go to Sepang this year in watching MS racing. Hem… for me that is totally weird and I can’t put my empathy on it—but she can crying on me still.
Until now, I’m still wondering about the idol concept, how can “everybody” surround me have their own Idol, while I’m not. In my ideal concept of Idol, it should be the one that perfect in everything, and I’m afraid we all know ‘no bodies perfect’, nothing can be anything. From then I wondering, can I have an idol? why I never have one?.
Okay, once I've been like couple of people for what they did, what their opinion or what their style, but then I saw weakness on each of them, then I get bored soon, then I turn to other things. Is it because that I always see everybody is as the same like me and else, so then I never be a fan?
For me, it’s more interesting to studying people; analyze this and that from them. There so many kinds of people out there, one is different from other, kindness in everybody and devil inside them. Analyze them is super for me.
For long time ago, this thing becomes my habit since the day I don’t remember. I do simulate people on that--bad me, kekekek, I do watching people, goggling for one attitudes theory and analyzing it. You know, it’s because I like this statement a lot:
“always see why people do things they do, not what they do”
Evermore people dynamically change, from good to bad, from bad to good, in a relativism theory of course.
People do have the joy and problem. People do sad and happy. But people can’t be a God for any kind of reason—even in God I still questioning: why and how.
Me, myself also dynamically change, once I like this, then I like something else. So, yes I don’t think I need an Idol. I think all this time, I only idolizing my self. (^.^) hihihih.
